Ok, a very pahinga rotation for me, Family Medicine. I get to hang out in a classroom, do some research work. I have to go to different communities and be nice to the barangayfolk, dole out medical advice. It's... idyllic in theory, and not too bad in practice either.
The best part though, no duty for me! Yay!! I get to go home everyday for 6 out of the 8 weeks, and WEEKENDS OFF!!! :o))) I was delirious with the freedom for the first week, I got to go to a club again and spent some time at home, home-cooking yay!
And since this rotation encompasses the holidays, I get the holidays off too. Ah, icing on the cake, how sweet you are...
Unfortunately, my friends aren't as free as I am. :o( so i've had to find fun things to do on my own. I've been drinking a bit more now, bought some DVDs for some quality time with myself, haha is that an oxymoron?
Of course 3 out of the 4 DVDs I bought weren't working, so I was stuck watching Grey's Anatomy, Season Shittier Than Ever. Why, oh why did I even buy that DVD!!
It romanticizes the entire medical career - med school, internship, residency. Us out here in the real world have our expectations so skewed by this prototype medical show, and when one tastes the real thing... One is caught off guard. So much venom, so many explosions! None of that life-saving drama, none of the romanticism!
I have to slap myself for buying into any of it. Pero para bang, it was not a conscious decision for me to believe that stuff, I've just been accosted with that particular brand of propaganda for so many years. I have to say, I blame myself. I'm ashamed *I* got caught off guard.
Ugh, I even know some people who say shit like, "It's a good day to save a life," or quote other taglines from that evil, evil show. And everyone from my med school has at least Grey's Anatomy and House listed under 'favorite TV shows' on friendster.
Gosh... I have so much time on my hands I drive my own self bananas!
I have to remind myself, this very pahinga rotation is great for me, I wouldn't think to complain at all. Enough with the fist in the air, righteousness in the heart. Haha. Enough!
I also started another blog this week, a music blog. It's been keeping me busy, and I find this curious satisfaction working on it, I really hope to meet more people who appreciate dance/electro music.
music: van she - kelly (lifelike remix) |